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Still Willing!


Leave me be I wanna be free from these temptations you keep throwing at me. Just set me free from this grasp you have on me. I am done with you satan just leave me be. I cant stand it when you continuously throw these things of the world at me. I don’t want them I don’t need them go. I am done with ‘em now leave me alone. I have chosen the path I want to take. It is not filled with this thing called hate. That you have inside and try to put in me. i don’t need that anger that pain that hate. i am done with it. I just cannot think. When this  pain this anger this hate takes over. I just need this to leave I need a break. Please my Heavenly Father. Help me. Guide me. Give me strength to move further. I need that strength from thee oh Father. Please set me free. Let me fly higher. Help me gain what I need to be stronger. Lift me. Strengthen me and move me further. Away from these sins that Satan throws harder. Each day I live to be like my Father. I need that extra boost from thee. Please help me. Lead me. Guide me. I cannot do this alone. So please forgive me. For the things ive done wrong. And help me continue. To move through this life. Stronger and better. To help me never surrender. To the adversary. That one who destroys and keeps us unworthy. To have the blessings that you are so willing to give to us even when we don’t see ‘em. I love thee Father please help me gain them. The blessings of Heaven that I miss so dearly. That joyful feeling that you have given. Those who have been worthy to live in Heaven. Please Father help me get ‘em. I need that love that strength that spirit. That you can give me if I am willing. To work and endure and suffer even. If I have to I’ll do it. I am willing. To serve thee and grow thy church till the end of this earth that we live on and help the children of you to return and live eternally in thy presence happy. Joyous. And free from Satans temptations. Please Father. Give me that blessing. To fulfill my goal and return to Heaven. To live. Free. Peaceful. And still willing.

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