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Note to self

 Hope. How do you kill the hope within when you know the end has come. How do you let go of something that you never wanted to let go of. How do you bring peace to yourself and be a balancing force for others. How can you move forward when your so damaged from pain and sorrow. Why is there still hope when you know its fruitless. Why is there still compassion when you know it deserves coldness. Why kindness instead of evil. Why love instead of hate. Why do you not just let go. Well, sometimes you just cant. No matter how hard you try. No matter what you do. It. Just. Wont. Leave. Its called having a huge heart, or also referred to as, a heart of gold. No matter what is thrown at you, you remain kind. No matter what harms you, you remain compassionate. No matter what, you remain hopeful for better days. Its hard, i know. It sucks, i know. Its as though you wish you could be cruel. You wish you could be evil. You wish you could treat them the same way they have treated you. But you just cant. Its called being a good human being. Striving to put others before yourself. Well, its time to put yourself first for once. To be who you are. Who you desire to become. To do the things you need to in order to live happy. In order to attract those into your life that are meant to be there. There is no need to seek. Be sought after instead. There is no need to change. No need to try so hard you forget about yourself. No need to allow anyone to break the boundaries you set. And no need to fight for anyone or anything to remain in your life. Be you. Be true. Be the father you know you are. Be the person others look to for inspiration. Be the person who attracts greatness. Be better, do better. Thats all.

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  1. AnonymousOctober 24, 2023 at 10:06 AM

    Lying to yourself and not holding your self accountable for your part in the dissolution of a union is not the same as “having a big heart.” Ultimately, you were not wronged, for you are the one that made the choice to walk and now you are suffering the consequences of your choice. So, I wholeheartedly disagree with your entry.

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    1. AnonymousOctober 24, 2023 at 10:15 AM

      Well, its unfortunate you refuse to accept the wrongs done that provoked me to walking away. And not to mention the attempt of resolution that was denied though it was allowed by me several times.

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    2. AnonymousOctober 24, 2023 at 10:27 AM

      By the way, i hold myself accountable. I know my part. And im working to better myself regardless of the consequences. Do you know your part? Hold yourself accountable for the things that led to this? Or am i just the bad guy? As per usual.

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